Daddy Issues

Ever since my dad got back from the cruise, things have kinda been rocky.

You see, for their 50th anniversary, my grandparents took the whole family on a cruise in the Carribean. Except, since I'm still in school, I had to pass on the trip. Which, I mean, it wasn't THAT big of a deal, except for the fact that it's cold in Toledo, and the Carribean is...well...the exact opposite. And I do feel bad about having to miss out, because I know how much this trip meant to my grandparents, but I had to do what I had to do...though if I could re-do, I'd totally miss school. I really would not have missed anything.

My dad got back the other day, and I told him I wanted to call him to talk to him, but when I called, he didn't answer. So I left him a message to call me back. This repeated for three days.

Today, I went to the grocery store to buy some food for my dorm. But when I checked out, it said my debit card had been frozen. After returning to my room, and checking my account, it was confirmed that my father had frozen my card. I flipped out. I trashed my room. I was cut off, for absolutely no reason! No...there had to be a reason...but what was it?

My question was answered a few hours later. After I had cooled down, he called me back. We talked, and it turns out, he wasn't ignoring my calls, he was just busy, which I can believe. But he was upset with me because...wait for it...I'm going to Disney for spring break! WHOA! I mean, what does that have to do with anything? Well, I guess it's because I was too busy with school to go on the the trip, but now I'm planning to go to Disney World...even though the cruise was during school, and Disney is during my break...

I don't know, it was all really stupid, but after that, we talked about school, and it made me realize that I'm deffinetly (will I ever learn to spell that word?) not ready for college. So, it's official. I am leaving school at the end of the semester. That's my final decision. I've also decided to spend a little bit of time in Tucson this summer. I need to get away, and maybe I could live there full time. I can't stay in Ohio forever, and it will get me a lot closer to my dream. But for now, I can just say that I am dropping out of school, and then what happens after that...I'll just have to wait and see.

We never did talk about my debit card though. Hopefully he unfreezes that soon though. I REALLY want nachos and queso dip!

~Tyler~

PS: 22 Days Until Disney!
PPS: Gina's over again! Night #11! Lake almost saved me from this...damn him for canceling!