This blog post is rated R

Ready for a straight up venting/bitching session like in the stereotypical "teen blog"? Then LET'S GO!

Seriously, I love how I was so excited for Spring Break to get here so I could have time off and relax. Too bad I forgot that I'm from Elyria, and that I'd get pulled right back into the stupid, bullshit drama I left two months ago! Seriously? Like, this is bullshit! The last thing I wanted to do on MY vacation was see Derrick, and then not only do I see him TWICE yesterday, but he also gets brought up in conversation today. I hate him! I hate the fact that I ever called him my best friend! And that after giving him a third chance (which I NEVER do for anyone!) he still goes and does stupid shit!

Then, I always have to hear about Jordan, who is someone else I don't want to deal with. Ever! Let alone on vacation! Everything he's done, and my friends can't seem to get that I don't want to talk about him! Especially when it's about him AND Derrick! And yeah, I might laugh and make fun over the porn thing, but that doesn't mean I want him brought up in regular conversation! And why the Hell does this new "Prom" movie has a couple in it named Jordan and Tyler!

Someone else to complain about? I hate seeing my ex Nick with his new boyfriend! I can't stand it because I know I'll always feel something for him. And while talking about guys I actually DO like, Lake hasn't talked to me once in anyway since we had sex! And Lucas, who I've been into for SO long (and i know he feels the same way) will NEVER date me for some unknown reason (though I'm sure Derrick would love to make one up!) God, I hate guys! More, I hate gay guys! Why do I have to be one? I mean really?! Things would be SO much easier if I liked girls!

Well, I mean, I guess I kinda do...just one. Torrie. She's a sophomore at my high school, but she's still so in love with her ex that what's the fucking point anyway?!

Oh, and my debit card is STILL frozen! I have NO idea why, but I'm seriously getting tired of having to bum money off of all my friends, and I'm sure they are too!

And my mom's getting super bitchy about my school work when she knows I'm just gonna drop out at the end of the year anyway, so why does it even matter?! She doesn't like that I'm doing it, but I don't care, it's my life, I'm a grown ass man, and I'm gonna do what I need to do to make my dreams come true (damn it)! Even if that means I have to move out to Arizona to do it! I don't want to, but it'd probably be for the best because it would have me closer to California.

That's why I'm most likely going out there for the first week of the summer before I start working (well, hopefully working) at Cedar Point.

And the worst part of all of this is that I could be in Disney World right now avoiding all of this bullshit that's pissing me off, and the cold weather!

I sound like a whiny ass bitch, don't I? Shit.

~Tyler~