We are one week into Lent. Seven days into my "no swearing" and unfortunately, I've already slipped up. Just once. First day. But it wasn't in a public setting, so I didn't feel as bad. I've managed to go the rest of the week free of it though, and I'm very proud of myself.
Break didn't get any better over the course of the week. It was pretty boring the whole way. Lots of time on the couch. I bought a Wii though. I'm a beast at bowling on it. And sword fighting!
Not much has happened since getting back to school. I went to my first counseling session...not too eventful...that's about it though. Everything's pretty slow in T Town right now.
I hate to say it, but I have a new favorite song. It's "Friday" by Rebecca Black. I know, I'm weird for liking it. I know it's not good, but it's catchy, and funny, so I like it. I can't believe all the negative backlash on it though. And most of it's not even on the song, it's on her. I've read so many video comments and tweets telling her to kill herself. I can't believe a person can actually sit there and say that to someone, especially a THIRTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL! It's just sick.
My interview for Cedar Point is just three days away now. Saturday, 11am. I really hope I get it. That'd be the perfect summer job for me, because I wouldn't have to be at home, bored out of my mind, and dealing with drama for three months. So many of my friends have gotten accepted, if I don't, I'm gonna feel like crap! I've already been turned down by Walmart and McDonalds. They pretty much hire anyone who walks through the door! Add Cedar Point to the list, and I'll be the poster boy for FML.
~Tyler~
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
And this year for Lent, I'm giving up...
Well, I've taken the day to cool down from last night. I'm still pretty depressed and stressed out. I've decided that when I get back to school, I'm going to start seeing a counselor about everything that's been going on. I've got a couple months left at UT, and I get free counseling while I'm there, and today I've realized I really do need to be talking to someone.
So, when the US version of Skins first came out, I definitely did not like it, but I have to say, it's grown on me. I'm really mad I couldn't go to the audition back in the fall. I hope they have open calls for season 2 cause I will make sure to make it to that if they do.
And finally, I have come to the decision that this year for Lent, I'm giving up swearing! This is going to be a hard one. I have the mouth of a sailor, and now I'm gonna be going 40 days without saying a single one. Which ones is this applying to? Well, the Seven Dirty Words (look them up), along with damn, Hell, and anything else you wouldn't hear on a kid's show. Starting Wednesday...
This is gonna be hard as fuck.
~Tyler~
PS: I lost my phone earlier, and somehow found it on the floor underneath my computer desk?
So, when the US version of Skins first came out, I definitely did not like it, but I have to say, it's grown on me. I'm really mad I couldn't go to the audition back in the fall. I hope they have open calls for season 2 cause I will make sure to make it to that if they do.
And finally, I have come to the decision that this year for Lent, I'm giving up swearing! This is going to be a hard one. I have the mouth of a sailor, and now I'm gonna be going 40 days without saying a single one. Which ones is this applying to? Well, the Seven Dirty Words (look them up), along with damn, Hell, and anything else you wouldn't hear on a kid's show. Starting Wednesday...
This is gonna be hard as fuck.
~Tyler~
PS: I lost my phone earlier, and somehow found it on the floor underneath my computer desk?
Sunday, March 6, 2011
This blog post is rated R
Ready for a straight up venting/bitching session like in the stereotypical "teen blog"? Then LET'S GO!
Seriously, I love how I was so excited for Spring Break to get here so I could have time off and relax. Too bad I forgot that I'm from Elyria, and that I'd get pulled right back into the stupid, bullshit drama I left two months ago! Seriously? Like, this is bullshit! The last thing I wanted to do on MY vacation was see Derrick, and then not only do I see him TWICE yesterday, but he also gets brought up in conversation today. I hate him! I hate the fact that I ever called him my best friend! And that after giving him a third chance (which I NEVER do for anyone!) he still goes and does stupid shit!
Then, I always have to hear about Jordan, who is someone else I don't want to deal with. Ever! Let alone on vacation! Everything he's done, and my friends can't seem to get that I don't want to talk about him! Especially when it's about him AND Derrick! And yeah, I might laugh and make fun over the porn thing, but that doesn't mean I want him brought up in regular conversation! And why the Hell does this new "Prom" movie has a couple in it named Jordan and Tyler!
Someone else to complain about? I hate seeing my ex Nick with his new boyfriend! I can't stand it because I know I'll always feel something for him. And while talking about guys I actually DO like, Lake hasn't talked to me once in anyway since we had sex! And Lucas, who I've been into for SO long (and i know he feels the same way) will NEVER date me for some unknown reason (though I'm sure Derrick would love to make one up!) God, I hate guys! More, I hate gay guys! Why do I have to be one? I mean really?! Things would be SO much easier if I liked girls!
Well, I mean, I guess I kinda do...just one. Torrie. She's a sophomore at my high school, but she's still so in love with her ex that what's the fucking point anyway?!
Oh, and my debit card is STILL frozen! I have NO idea why, but I'm seriously getting tired of having to bum money off of all my friends, and I'm sure they are too!
And my mom's getting super bitchy about my school work when she knows I'm just gonna drop out at the end of the year anyway, so why does it even matter?! She doesn't like that I'm doing it, but I don't care, it's my life, I'm a grown ass man, and I'm gonna do what I need to do to make my dreams come true (damn it)! Even if that means I have to move out to Arizona to do it! I don't want to, but it'd probably be for the best because it would have me closer to California.
That's why I'm most likely going out there for the first week of the summer before I start working (well, hopefully working) at Cedar Point.
And the worst part of all of this is that I could be in Disney World right now avoiding all of this bullshit that's pissing me off, and the cold weather!
I sound like a whiny ass bitch, don't I? Shit.
~Tyler~
Seriously, I love how I was so excited for Spring Break to get here so I could have time off and relax. Too bad I forgot that I'm from Elyria, and that I'd get pulled right back into the stupid, bullshit drama I left two months ago! Seriously? Like, this is bullshit! The last thing I wanted to do on MY vacation was see Derrick, and then not only do I see him TWICE yesterday, but he also gets brought up in conversation today. I hate him! I hate the fact that I ever called him my best friend! And that after giving him a third chance (which I NEVER do for anyone!) he still goes and does stupid shit!
Then, I always have to hear about Jordan, who is someone else I don't want to deal with. Ever! Let alone on vacation! Everything he's done, and my friends can't seem to get that I don't want to talk about him! Especially when it's about him AND Derrick! And yeah, I might laugh and make fun over the porn thing, but that doesn't mean I want him brought up in regular conversation! And why the Hell does this new "Prom" movie has a couple in it named Jordan and Tyler!
Someone else to complain about? I hate seeing my ex Nick with his new boyfriend! I can't stand it because I know I'll always feel something for him. And while talking about guys I actually DO like, Lake hasn't talked to me once in anyway since we had sex! And Lucas, who I've been into for SO long (and i know he feels the same way) will NEVER date me for some unknown reason (though I'm sure Derrick would love to make one up!) God, I hate guys! More, I hate gay guys! Why do I have to be one? I mean really?! Things would be SO much easier if I liked girls!
Well, I mean, I guess I kinda do...just one. Torrie. She's a sophomore at my high school, but she's still so in love with her ex that what's the fucking point anyway?!
Oh, and my debit card is STILL frozen! I have NO idea why, but I'm seriously getting tired of having to bum money off of all my friends, and I'm sure they are too!
And my mom's getting super bitchy about my school work when she knows I'm just gonna drop out at the end of the year anyway, so why does it even matter?! She doesn't like that I'm doing it, but I don't care, it's my life, I'm a grown ass man, and I'm gonna do what I need to do to make my dreams come true (damn it)! Even if that means I have to move out to Arizona to do it! I don't want to, but it'd probably be for the best because it would have me closer to California.
That's why I'm most likely going out there for the first week of the summer before I start working (well, hopefully working) at Cedar Point.
And the worst part of all of this is that I could be in Disney World right now avoiding all of this bullshit that's pissing me off, and the cold weather!
I sound like a whiny ass bitch, don't I? Shit.
~Tyler~
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Waiting...
Listen up two readers I have. I have a little bit of advice for you (and anyone else who might randomly find this...)
If you go to school and have a dorm, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WARN YOUR ROOMMATE BEFORE YOU HAVE SEX!!!
Yup, it's another episode of Tyler Waits For His Roommate To Finish. After math, I went to lunch with some friends, and then returned to my dorm to do my homework. Well, I walk in and Chris and Gina are going at it.
Now, normally, Chris will text me before getting it in, but for some reason, today I did not get a text, a call, a sock on the door. And speaking of the door, if you're gonna have sex, have the brains to lock it!
So now I'm in the computer lab in the basement waiting. Spring break starts in just two days! I'm not going to Disney anymore, but I'm still determined to have a good time! Probably go to the club a couple times, hoping to go to the Science Center (I'm a nerd), and of course lots of shopping!
But anyway, the moral of my post today, folks, is (as The Midnight Beast said) "Use ya head, when you go to bed!".
~Tyler~
If you go to school and have a dorm, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WARN YOUR ROOMMATE BEFORE YOU HAVE SEX!!!
Yup, it's another episode of Tyler Waits For His Roommate To Finish. After math, I went to lunch with some friends, and then returned to my dorm to do my homework. Well, I walk in and Chris and Gina are going at it.
Now, normally, Chris will text me before getting it in, but for some reason, today I did not get a text, a call, a sock on the door. And speaking of the door, if you're gonna have sex, have the brains to lock it!
So now I'm in the computer lab in the basement waiting. Spring break starts in just two days! I'm not going to Disney anymore, but I'm still determined to have a good time! Probably go to the club a couple times, hoping to go to the Science Center (I'm a nerd), and of course lots of shopping!
But anyway, the moral of my post today, folks, is (as The Midnight Beast said) "Use ya head, when you go to bed!".
~Tyler~
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Daddy Issues
Ever since my dad got back from the cruise, things have kinda been rocky.
You see, for their 50th anniversary, my grandparents took the whole family on a cruise in the Carribean. Except, since I'm still in school, I had to pass on the trip. Which, I mean, it wasn't THAT big of a deal, except for the fact that it's cold in Toledo, and the Carribean is...well...the exact opposite. And I do feel bad about having to miss out, because I know how much this trip meant to my grandparents, but I had to do what I had to do...though if I could re-do, I'd totally miss school. I really would not have missed anything.
My dad got back the other day, and I told him I wanted to call him to talk to him, but when I called, he didn't answer. So I left him a message to call me back. This repeated for three days.
Today, I went to the grocery store to buy some food for my dorm. But when I checked out, it said my debit card had been frozen. After returning to my room, and checking my account, it was confirmed that my father had frozen my card. I flipped out. I trashed my room. I was cut off, for absolutely no reason! No...there had to be a reason...but what was it?
My question was answered a few hours later. After I had cooled down, he called me back. We talked, and it turns out, he wasn't ignoring my calls, he was just busy, which I can believe. But he was upset with me because...wait for it...I'm going to Disney for spring break! WHOA! I mean, what does that have to do with anything? Well, I guess it's because I was too busy with school to go on the the trip, but now I'm planning to go to Disney World...even though the cruise was during school, and Disney is during my break...
I don't know, it was all really stupid, but after that, we talked about school, and it made me realize that I'm deffinetly (will I ever learn to spell that word?) not ready for college. So, it's official. I am leaving school at the end of the semester. That's my final decision. I've also decided to spend a little bit of time in Tucson this summer. I need to get away, and maybe I could live there full time. I can't stay in Ohio forever, and it will get me a lot closer to my dream. But for now, I can just say that I am dropping out of school, and then what happens after that...I'll just have to wait and see.
We never did talk about my debit card though. Hopefully he unfreezes that soon though. I REALLY want nachos and queso dip!
~Tyler~
PS: 22 Days Until Disney!
PPS: Gina's over again! Night #11! Lake almost saved me from this...damn him for canceling!
You see, for their 50th anniversary, my grandparents took the whole family on a cruise in the Carribean. Except, since I'm still in school, I had to pass on the trip. Which, I mean, it wasn't THAT big of a deal, except for the fact that it's cold in Toledo, and the Carribean is...well...the exact opposite. And I do feel bad about having to miss out, because I know how much this trip meant to my grandparents, but I had to do what I had to do...though if I could re-do, I'd totally miss school. I really would not have missed anything.
My dad got back the other day, and I told him I wanted to call him to talk to him, but when I called, he didn't answer. So I left him a message to call me back. This repeated for three days.
Today, I went to the grocery store to buy some food for my dorm. But when I checked out, it said my debit card had been frozen. After returning to my room, and checking my account, it was confirmed that my father had frozen my card. I flipped out. I trashed my room. I was cut off, for absolutely no reason! No...there had to be a reason...but what was it?
My question was answered a few hours later. After I had cooled down, he called me back. We talked, and it turns out, he wasn't ignoring my calls, he was just busy, which I can believe. But he was upset with me because...wait for it...I'm going to Disney for spring break! WHOA! I mean, what does that have to do with anything? Well, I guess it's because I was too busy with school to go on the the trip, but now I'm planning to go to Disney World...even though the cruise was during school, and Disney is during my break...
I don't know, it was all really stupid, but after that, we talked about school, and it made me realize that I'm deffinetly (will I ever learn to spell that word?) not ready for college. So, it's official. I am leaving school at the end of the semester. That's my final decision. I've also decided to spend a little bit of time in Tucson this summer. I need to get away, and maybe I could live there full time. I can't stay in Ohio forever, and it will get me a lot closer to my dream. But for now, I can just say that I am dropping out of school, and then what happens after that...I'll just have to wait and see.
We never did talk about my debit card though. Hopefully he unfreezes that soon though. I REALLY want nachos and queso dip!
~Tyler~
PS: 22 Days Until Disney!
PPS: Gina's over again! Night #11! Lake almost saved me from this...damn him for canceling!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Getting Fed Up
I'm getting really tired of this! Oh my God! Honestly, this is getting really old, and getting tired of it!
Ok, maybe I am wrong, but I'm pretty sure that I signed up to have Chris as my roommate, and only Chris as my roommate. I didn't realize I had signed up to have whoever his current girlfriend is as a roommate too.
It started with Lexi. Always over, practically every night. I understoodthat she and Chris had been together for a while, so I accepted it. Then Chris and Lexi broke up, and Chris (almost immediately) started dating Manda. I thought this was pretty crazy, cause really, after having such a long relationship, you really need time to be single. But I realized that Manda was AWESOME, and was fine with her always being over as well. I mean she had been having roommate troubles, so I was perfectly ok with this.
And I REALLY liked this one, I mean she was so cool and good to Chris, and I even invited her to my birthday party in Elyria (she went there all the way from Toledo for one night!) and all our Elyria friends LOVED her just from that one meeting!
But back to this ranting.
End of Christmas Break, Chris broke up with Manda, and like two weeks later, this begins. My friend Gina, love her to death, and Chris have started talking. I don't have a problem with this, except that when this started, I told her flat out I did not want her over all the time, and she understood. Or maybe she didn't since she's been over for a straight WEEK! And I really am more annoyed about this than the other two because:
1: This is the THIRD girl I've had as an unoffical second roommate.
2: I TOLD HER I DIDN'T WANT HER STAYING OVER ALL THE TIME!
3: Since we're already such good friends, I already hang out with her during the day.
4: We're both in WBSS, so I see her all the time there as well.
5: SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND! In the military at that! And Chris KNOWS this!
If she's unhappy in her relationship, she should just break up with the guy, rather than cheat on him. And the worst part is, is that I'm way to nice to say a word of this to either of them. I sometimes wish I wasn't such a nice guy, so I could say something. Talk about wishful thinking though. Also, she just can be really annoying sometimes, and after hanging out with her too long, I just get really aggrivated.
I'm making any excuse to be out of my room these days. Hanging out with Feliza, Keri, and Gage like five times more than usual, going over to Lake's whenever possible (I'll talk about him another time), I even went clear across campus to hang out with people in my film class just to get away for a little bit, getting slapped in the face with ice on the way there didn't even bother me.
Chris is like a brother to me, and I love him, but one thing I will NOT miss next year when I've dropped out is having him as a roommate...awful as that sounds...it's true.
*sigh* I feel like a bad person now...
~Tyler~
Ok, maybe I am wrong, but I'm pretty sure that I signed up to have Chris as my roommate, and only Chris as my roommate. I didn't realize I had signed up to have whoever his current girlfriend is as a roommate too.
It started with Lexi. Always over, practically every night. I understoodthat she and Chris had been together for a while, so I accepted it. Then Chris and Lexi broke up, and Chris (almost immediately) started dating Manda. I thought this was pretty crazy, cause really, after having such a long relationship, you really need time to be single. But I realized that Manda was AWESOME, and was fine with her always being over as well. I mean she had been having roommate troubles, so I was perfectly ok with this.
And I REALLY liked this one, I mean she was so cool and good to Chris, and I even invited her to my birthday party in Elyria (she went there all the way from Toledo for one night!) and all our Elyria friends LOVED her just from that one meeting!
But back to this ranting.
End of Christmas Break, Chris broke up with Manda, and like two weeks later, this begins. My friend Gina, love her to death, and Chris have started talking. I don't have a problem with this, except that when this started, I told her flat out I did not want her over all the time, and she understood. Or maybe she didn't since she's been over for a straight WEEK! And I really am more annoyed about this than the other two because:
1: This is the THIRD girl I've had as an unoffical second roommate.
2: I TOLD HER I DIDN'T WANT HER STAYING OVER ALL THE TIME!
3: Since we're already such good friends, I already hang out with her during the day.
4: We're both in WBSS, so I see her all the time there as well.
5: SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND! In the military at that! And Chris KNOWS this!
If she's unhappy in her relationship, she should just break up with the guy, rather than cheat on him. And the worst part is, is that I'm way to nice to say a word of this to either of them. I sometimes wish I wasn't such a nice guy, so I could say something. Talk about wishful thinking though. Also, she just can be really annoying sometimes, and after hanging out with her too long, I just get really aggrivated.
I'm making any excuse to be out of my room these days. Hanging out with Feliza, Keri, and Gage like five times more than usual, going over to Lake's whenever possible (I'll talk about him another time), I even went clear across campus to hang out with people in my film class just to get away for a little bit, getting slapped in the face with ice on the way there didn't even bother me.
Chris is like a brother to me, and I love him, but one thing I will NOT miss next year when I've dropped out is having him as a roommate...awful as that sounds...it's true.
*sigh* I feel like a bad person now...
~Tyler~
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